I planned to treat myself this weekend, to have some time for myself and to unwind from tiring job at home. All was fixed until unexpected expenses knocking on our door. I felt sad and guilty because that expense is very important. I cannot go out and spend when I know in my heart my family needed financial help. How can I go now and unwind? It is really hard and I am torn, really torn right now. I am still thinking of going to mall tomorrow or just give the money for my family to who badly needed it.
I do not understand why this thing happened every time I plan to go out and unwind. My family expenses always interfere when I do plan to pamper myself. I have accepted it that this is part of my life, to help my family as much as I could. I pray to God that He will give me more strength and energy always.