I so missed being myself. Going outside of the house alone, go somewhere and enjoying the day without the kids to watch and not thinking of the time. This is what I did yesterday. Yes, I went to a friend’s birthday celebration. Stayed there for almost four hours and decided to go to the mall after. I did have a good day at the mall. Doing the window shopping as usual and if I like a certain thing, I will buy it. Oh well, I am thinking of buying a new shirt for me. As a gift for myself after the working hard. In a way, it is like pampering myself. Though it is lonely to do window shopping alone, I took the advantage of enjoying myself while at the mall. It is seldom happens since I babysit my siblings kids. I always go to the mall but with kids. I missed going out alone.
After hours of walking and window shopping, I decided to buy a new towel for me. It has been two years since the last time I bought a towel. Instead of a shirt, I have a new towel as a gift for myself. So perfect because we are going to a vacation in two weeks time. I can used my towel because I am sure we will be going to the beach as often as possible. woohoo! Today, I went out all by myself. Lonely but happy because this moment is very rare to happen since I do babysitting.