I just have to be confident

After the brother told me that I will be the maid of honor on his wedding, I decided to lose weight a bit so that I do look thin when I wear the gown.  I am not fat though, just that I have extras that is a bit visible and I want to get rid of these extra fats.  I am doing my hardest to lose some weight for the last two weeks.  I was able to control myself not to eat more during meal time.  It is very difficult for me because eating is one of my passions.  But I have to do it for the sake of the gown that I am going to wear.  Also, doing it for myself.

Two weeks have passed and still I did not able to meet the ideal weight that I want.  It is so frustrating however, I guess I am to blame for it because I did not omit the in between meal.  Haha!  Well, I do not want to starve myself and get sick after.  So when I feel hungry I eat right away.   I am guilty and I have to accept it.  I do not have time anymore because the wedding is on the 15th of this month.  I just have to be confident wearing the gown even if the extra fats are visible.  I am used to it and guess just have to admit the reality that I love to eat.

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